He is my ex

He is one of my ex. I don't hate nor love him now. He's like, um, ignoring me. Like, when i dmed him several weeks ago (to ask something important: school task!!) he replied my messages like he was talking to an alien. Am I an alien? Uggghh!! I just want to ask him a favor to do something to me. Nothing elseeeeeeeee. Argggg. Now he likes someone. The clue is, the girl has an 'A' letter in her name. Well, kinda suck. There's a lot people with the 'A' letter and of course, he don't want me to know who he likes. Well, i just hope that girl will make him happier than when he was with me. Lol. Is this a jealous thing? Idk, maybe yes. Or probably no. Bcs when i see him, he's just like wanna run but he couldnt. Aaaarrrrgggghhhh what the heck did i do to him!? Idk anything. Did i do something wrong!? If yes why the heck he didnt tell me my fault!? Arrrrrgggg!!!!!!!

Dedicated to my horrible day

I think to much sometimes. And it hurts. No offense, but my friends are kinda hate me. Since they started to ignore me, I just think that they talking about me. Behind. Am i too much worried? Well, I am. Not the friends like these 3 closest friends of mine, but the whole class. They. Started. To. Ignore. Me. I feel like I'm a bitch, well, i think i was. But I've changed. Everyone deserves a second chances,right? I know im not good enough though. But, here I am. This is me. Accept it, wheter you like it or not. Ya. I'm melodramatic. But i just think this way. And I don't know where to write down these feelings. These feelings have been stuck in my head since second semester. Argggggh, i just hope they know what i've been thinking the whole semester...